belakangan di twitter lagi ribut banget tentang Jemaat Al-Farah Quinniyah, terutama kalo acaranya lagi on air di salah satu stasiun televisi, langsung postingan twitter-nya pada rame. Lucu karena kreatif aja kepikiran bikin jemaat boong2an, tapi somehow agak2 mengerikan kalau sampe2 ada yang marah karena penggunaan kata2 pujaannya agak mirip sesuatu gimanaaa gitu.
FQ, yang dipuja2, courtesy of FHM Magazine
10 things you’ll find in my dream office room :
1. “Design Your Own Clock Each Day” pic is taken from geekystuff.tumblr.com
THIS IS SMART. nothing’s cooler than a clock with a touch of our-own-creativity.
inget gak dulu sempet ada biskuit yang beredar di pasaran, namanya SNIP dan SNAP, yang Snip kalo ga salah biskuit lapis keju, yang Snap lapis coklat, terus iklannya bertajuk : “pilih mana? snip atau snap?”. Postingan ini tentang dilema memilih di antara 2 pilihan, persis dilema saat kita memilih satu di antara 2 rasa tersebut, Snip dan Snap.….
*ketawa sendiri* aku merasa dodoooll =)). ya, selamat membaca :).
seperti yang sudah saya ceritakan di postingan yang ini, belakangan saya mengikuti kelas pro di Acolyte. Seharusnya dari awal udah milih, mau kelas professional Illustrator atau professional Comic, tapi karena saya masih ragu *kepengen 22nya sebenernya*, jadinya ‘penjurusan’ ini bisa dipending dulu sampe ke level 4, karena dari level 1-3 konon katanya materi antara 2 jurusan itu sama (anatomi dsb), setelah itu, baru deh yang illustrator dikasih materi2 yang berhubungan dengan kesempurnaan sebuah gambar dan yang kelas comic lebih ke arah gaya penceritaan-nya yang dilatih.
fufufuuu yasudah deh mari kita tunggu *masih kepengen dapet 22nya*
it’s so hard to imagine that they maybe talk about all of my flaws behind my back. using ‘me’ to bully others, laughing so bad when they hear my name. etc.
But to think again. that’s one of the reasons why I don’t trust them anymore. and that’s why they’re not worth it to think about.
Because, at the end, we didn’t understand each other anymore, oh, maybe the truth is, all this time, we never understand each other, we just pretend that we did.
Well then. I gotta let go. 
HIP HIP HURRAA!
Manda.
curhat bebas T-T. aku tak peduli kalau habis ini pamorku terjun bebas *apa sih kayak berpamor, lagian kalo iya, nampak sudah telat untuk memikirkan pamor*. :D. Ini nulisnya seminggu yang lalu di notepadpas mood lagi down2nya. baru sempet posting sekarang. monggo dibaca.
“Last night I had a revelation
Somehow I have to make you pay
It’s all about manipulation
And what it takes to get my way
I don’t believe in soft solutions
No one makes a fool of me
Without receiving retribution
No one hurts me and goes freeI’ll play on your fears, I’ll leave you in tears
You’ll never be the same, my friend
You’re walking a line, it’s a matter of time
You’ll never rest easy againI’ve got the power to bring you down
I’ve heard it said, to err is human
It’s forgiveness that’s divine
I thought about forgiving you, but
I want revenge, I want what’s mine
I think it’s time to settle scores now
It’s time to set the record straight
You’ll know it’s coming, you won’t know how
Or when, you’ll have to watch and waitI’ll play on your fears, I’ll leave you in tears
You’ll never be the same, my friend
You’re walking a line, it’s a matter of time
You’ll never rest easy againI’ve got the power to bring you down
You know, it feels intoxicating
To be intimidating
It’s invigorating
To see you shakingI’ve got the power to bring you down
You know something, you see it coming,
You know I will stop at nothing.”by Red Delicious,
you see,
…..I’m that angry. So angry that the only thing I could do now, is smiling outside, but I’m killing you again and again in my mind. Is scissor the best tool to teach you something about people’s feelings? or is it poison? or terror? should I destroy something’s precious to you, or could I just choke you to death?
It’s crazy and freak, but it feels good to imagine it inside :). Too bad I can’t really perform it in a real life, world’s norms don’t agree with what I want you to feel right now. Besides, my future’s waiting :).
Don’t worry, I’m hoping the worst for you.
Me.
Jadi kemaren, saya memaksa meminjam laptop kakakku di Jakarta, karena saya gatel banget kepengen main di dunia maya. Terus karena sebelumnya abis membaca ulang komik Lovely Complex dan Charming Junkie *2 komik ini terdepan dalam fashion anak muda Jepang, yang suka fashion apalagi harajuku style :D, baca deh* jadi saya ikut kepengen dandanin orang gitu :D.
Lovely Complex by Nakahara Aya,
kisah cinta antara cowok pendek, Otani Atsushi dan cewek tinggi, Koizumi Risa :D. Gambarnya bener2 ga jaim, lucu :D.
AKHIRNYA BISA NGEBLOG JUGA!!!!
halo semuanya apa kabar? 
maaf ya lama ga ngeblog :(( maaf maaf maaf…. bukan maksud ga konsisten atau apa tapi sejak hari Senin minggu lalu, laptop saya si Pavi mesti diservis karena keyboardnya error *huahuahua*. Katanya si dukun *dukun kompu* keypadnya error gara2 kena air, hmm… mungkin gara2 kemaren musim ujan sempet lari2 pulang keujanan pas bawa laptop kali ya? *lupa bawa payung*. Gara2 pavi ngadat, kegiatan desain mendesain jadi terhenti -_- *kerjaan numpuk, ibuuu* tapi ya mau gimana lagi :D.
Ngomong2 ada kabar2 terbaru loooooohhh :D.
*ini ngelantur ya, jadi bacanya ga usa sereus2*
Beberapa minggu ini Bandung diguyur hujan terus menerus. Jalanan jadi becek, udara jadi 2 kali lebih dingin, cucian ga kering2 *oh itu urusan ibu kos sih*, bangun pagi jadi siksaan, dan perut jadi lapar terus *entah karena hujan atau rakus*.
Sekarang saya memastikan untuk ngestock makanan di kosan setiap malam *yang sehat dan rendah kalori tentunya : buah/cracker* karena seminggu yang lalu saya terjebak situasi dimana : perut lapar, tapi warung udah tutup, mau mesen mcD mahal dan mau keluar rumah agak jauh, ke circle k di simpang, takut diperkaos tengah jalan. Saya hampir aja nyopet makanan ibu kos di kulkas, tapi untung masih ada satu sachet energen sereal, dan satu sachet kecil quacker oat rasa mix berry persediaan sendiri. Yang mana karena ga ada gula, jadi quacker oatnya rasanya hambar abis, cuma bau2 mix berry doang. T-T. hua hua. ngenyangin enggak, bikin kesel iya.
Inget gak kalau saya selalu bilang kalau Sour Sally itu makanan surga?
guess what, saya menemukan surga lainnyaaa, saya ga pduli saya ketinggalan jaman atau apa, ini harus diberitahukan :
memperkenalkan :
The facts that I’m scared for every choices that I have to make, I’m easily hurt, I’m a weak willed person and I distrust everyone in my life, torturing me.
I wish I could let someone in, to help me figuring out who I am, why I’m here, what I want, calm me down, watch me cry and laugh my jokes, and many more, just like everybody else. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t stop thinking that every humans always put themselves first, and there’s no such thing as sincerity. Every sacrifices must be paid one day and every keenness have agendas.
And I’m so tired that everytime I tried to be good and nice, they’re turned me down.
I’m so in the “half-empty cup” kind of mood. no, wait. this is probably the empty cup. I’m gonna go sleep.
Have a nice first working day of the year people
Mandhut.
suddenly I think of you, and I wonder, how my life could be if you’re still around.
how are you? I miss your jokes and our movie nights.
Me.
