barusan blogwalking ke blog paramitopia dan menemukan sebuah potongan artikel yang sangat, sangat, menohok.

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monggo postingannya dilihat disini :D.

to be honest, I’m thinking about this “What if” things frequently. Mostly, that happens when something reminds me about my exes :)) and crushes (crush yang terlalu jauh untuk diraih, aktor mandarin misalnya, dan crush yang sebenernya dekat dan bisa diraih, tapi turns out to be gay. yes. I got that. A LOT.).

I often sit and imagining, how life could be if I was less drama queen, less childish, less insecure, less moody bitch, not that skeptical and don’t have a really sharp instinct (that I have to trust, because it’s always right).

would I be happier?

and if one day, I finally become a better person, with clearer mind, and more mature behavior, could I re-write all of those crappy stories into fairy tales?

Oh, I could just write the new one, of course. But the question is still there, lying in my head, asking :

What if that person, is the one who almost got away?

Well, like all the pizza-delivery guy always said, timing is everything, baby

don’t ask the ‘what if’. If he’s the right person, he’ll come with the right feelings and at the right time :).

oh I’m so not in the mood for working -_-. Instead of doing some tasks, I’m blogging! better do something right away.

Ta Ta!

Mandhut.