“Last night I had a revelation
Somehow I have to make you pay
It’s all about manipulation
And what it takes to get my way
I don’t believe in soft solutions
No one makes a fool of me
Without receiving retribution
No one hurts me and goes free

I’ll play on your fears, I’ll leave you in tears
You’ll never be the same, my friend
You’re walking a line, it’s a matter of time
You’ll never rest easy again

I’ve got the power to bring you down

I’ve heard it said, to err is human
It’s forgiveness that’s divine
I thought about forgiving you, but
I want revenge, I want what’s mine
I think it’s time to settle scores now
It’s time to set the record straight
You’ll know it’s coming, you won’t know how
Or when, you’ll have to watch and wait

I’ll play on your fears, I’ll leave you in tears
You’ll never be the same, my friend
You’re walking a line, it’s a matter of time
You’ll never rest easy again

I’ve got the power to bring you down

You know, it feels intoxicating
To be intimidating
It’s invigorating
To see you shaking

I’ve got the power to bring you down

You know something, you see it coming,
You know I will stop at nothing.”

by Red Delicious,

you see,

…..I’m that angry. So angry that the only thing I could do now, is smiling outside, but I’m killing you again and again in my mind. Is scissor the best tool to teach you something about people’s feelings? or is it poison? or terror? should I destroy something’s precious to you, or could I just choke you to death?

It’s crazy and freak, but it feels good to imagine it inside :). Too bad I can’t  really perform it in a real life, world’s norms don’t agree with what I want you to feel right now. Besides, my future’s waiting :).

Don’t worry, I’m hoping the worst for you.

Me.